They say that: if you can't help but to think about someone at least once a day, you should not give up on that person. Well, I'm thinking about you at least once every hour, so I guess I should grab you and never let you go?
I don't know what we are, of if we even have something, or if we can even called a "we". [...]
Scared is what I am. Scared of realizing he's not into me like I am into him. Scared that if he is - I will fall for someone who's living far away from me and whom I won't be able to see for more than maybe once a month. I thought having a crush was fun, exiting and sweet. This is the absolute opposite. This gives me more heart ache than being miserable and totally alone.